Bernd Arthur
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Von Fawzia Ashraf 26.09.2023 um 01:02 Uhr | melden

As I sit here at the Maritim hotel in Köln I am surrounded by thoughts and memories from our last stay here. Even in the diverse of times we cried together, planned together and above all held on to each other for ever & ever & 1000 days. It was hard to meet & see the same crowd that I had last seen with you. Everyone asked “ how am I doing after you”? I calmly replied that it took me a while but I now I am working & living life as it demands. I stayed strong although my heart was sinking and I felt I will just fall. It took me 2 days to be able to talk without crying upon my arrival in Hamburg. If God would ask me today “would I still marry you” I would immediately say “yes! yes & yes!”; but I would get on my knees and beg with all my might for more time with you….
People say I should have moved on to another after 3+ years and that only shows that “they have never ever loved as we did”! I wish you are watching me from above and know that no one can take ur space inside my heart! I love you more today than yesterday and I will love you more tomorrow than today…