Bernd Arthur
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Von Fawzia Ashraf 14.06.2020 um 09:58 Uhr | melden

My Gizzy, my best friend and soul mate. In 2013 I prayed and begged Allah to give you back to me so I can be at your side fighting the tough battle with you forever! Allah gave You back you to me; my amazing German Oak. We faced one Challenge after another but as long as we were a team we always got through playing with the cards that Allah dealt us! Even going to doctor appointments was fun because we went to the German butchery or Esters for pretzels or out to dinner before we returned home together! Exactly a month ago I did the most difficult thing in my life; which was give you back to Allah so that your pain and the endless battle would end!! The next most difficult thing I did was to go to a funeral home and make funeral and burial arrangements on the day after Allah sent the angels to carry you to heaven!! The washing and wrapping and the burial was the next hardest thing I have done in my life! You will always be my soul mate and my soul will be with you for always and yours will be with me as long as I breath my last breath. I know you are in a better place than this world where there is no pain and sense of time. For me it maybe a long time before I can join you in heaven but for you it will be sooner. I visit your new resting place almost everyday. I have my tea with you and we pray and talk. It gives me some peace and the opportunity to send many prayers and blessings to you from this world! I know I have to go on with life and take care of our kids, home and all the other responsibilities. But at 10:55 pm we light a candle every night and pray for you. And especially On Tuesday’s at 10:55 pm we light 3 candles and all three of us pray together! Not a day goes by when something does not remind me of you and So I talk to you. I love you for ever and ever and a 1000 days & beyond eternity!. My soulmate and my best friend you are in a better place closer to Allah and the angels who have taken away all your difficulties and pain and are making sure that you are playing tennis and running across that court like you did in this world!! You are always in my heart and my soul is only yours. Hoping to see you and hold you in my arms very soon...